I am not going to drink this year.
That's a crazy statement.
I'm not alcoholic. I only drink a few drinks a week. It doesn't sit well with me when I do. I work in the fitness industry, so there's not even work pressure.
I just want to see if I can. I want to see if I can take on this huge challenge - like no alcohol during my 20th anniversary, no alcohol on my birthday, no alcohol at Christmas.
What I hope to gain is the knowledge that I am strong enough to do this. I am strong and I can put aside this one crutch (because that's what it is) for an entire year.
This was my last drink - which technically was in 2017.